I honestly never saw myself here in this position...
I was listening to some really sad music and i...

I remember the first day i met you
you were with her hugging her ,your arms around...

How many stitches do you think i would need?????
how many stitches do you think i would need to sow...

The title of this poem is-( How happy could i be...
How happy now that you're gone...

Stop and stay before it happens and i walk away
everything i wanted you to say...

I take my head phones out of ears and look...
and every possible thought runs through my head...

In so many ways i still don't understand this
how you can grab me by the waste and hold me close...

Don't dig the knife deeper I'm begging you
please don't you have a heart...