We sat side by side
you reached over and held my hand as lifeless...
Sometimes its hard to understand you
and everything that you do...
When I'm with you there's no doubt in my mind
i would spend the rest of my life to be standing...
I walked away today knowing that if i stayed i...
it hurts to know i cannot let go of the memories...
I would never wish this pain apon anyone
the nights i stay up late and cry all night long...
Can you open your eyes and realize I'm standing...
I've been standing right in front of you forever...
The heart is the chamber were all the love is held
were all the pain is kept...
Five words I've been holding back but i will say...
"how the freak could you". How could you...
You smiled at me as we sat there together i missed...
we've never really ever talked like this before...
"I smiled today because i got to wake up one...
Every day i wake up and go to school with a smile...
I scare myself when i look in the mirror and see...
it scares me when i feel your touch and your hands...
I walked through the door leading to the hall
the phone rang but i wish we didn't answer it now...