I am speechless
when you speak to me...

Here's the thing
i cant hold back...

I wrote this poem about my friend and her...
All alone...

He said hed call me around 8:30
just to me waiting up for him...

Even though i say i hate you
even though you make me sick...

"I smiled today because i got to wake up one...
Every day i wake up and go to school with a smile...

I take my head phones out of ears and look...
and every possible thought runs through my head...

When you first met i had a shield to my heart
hoping never to get hurt and never to let anyone...

You think you know someone
but you really don't...

I sit there full of anger and full of hate
and lately i wonder how you can see that...

Tears
dreams...

It meant more to me than anything in this ruined...
but got broken within a month...