Who am i
i am the girl who laughs but really cries beneath...

You smiled at me as we sat there together i missed...
we've never really ever talked like this before...

Postcards and letters and pictures made to last...
i can wake up without you these two arms not...

Sometimes its hard to understand you
and everything that you do...

Just another memory put in a box
just another picture to put in a book...

Five words I've been holding back but i will say...
"how the freak could you". How could you...

Never thought it would come to this
never swore I'd feel this way...

I remember how i felt you said you loved me that...
and that you wanted something more...

I hate the way i use to be
Hate now that you love me...

I'm sitting here now wondering
what your doing...

We sat side by side
you reached over and held my hand as lifeless...

I'm laughing out loud
I'm holding your hand...