"The blade isn't my enemy
but my best friend"
-lina

"would you hold me if you saw i was broken
and slit my wrist again
would you tie me to a bed and hold me."

How do i know that ur for real
when all u do is hurt me
leave me out in the rain to rust

Life isn't for living but for destruction
life is full of pain and discumfort
love is not for people with black hearts
we may not go on anylonger
life is a black hole
that i have began to fall into

The heart tells you what it wants...........
but who it wants is mystery...........

Ive met someone who brightens up my life
and i finally relized that hes the one for now
so i have finally decided to give you a shot and let you in my heart and im thinking that maybe i will tell you today that i love you.

This is hard to say but i'm falling down
i'm no longer in love with u and its killing me to say but please forgive me its just u've hurt me so i finally decide to walk away and leave u standing there and finally ur bleeding.

The hardest thing she ever had to do was watch the one she loved ,love her best friend .

Cutting my wrist never solved anything so why do i turn to the blade again tonight, thinking it will save me , not knowing the truth behind the pain .what if i went to deep this time but yet again it dosnt really matter i want to be a fallen angel anyway.

ALL I EVER WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO LOVE ME WHY COULDN'T YOU AT LEAST DO THAT.