Clarity in motion,
Smoke clouds have cleared...

Your intriguing smile, I dared to pursue.
What it is that attracted me to you...

I refuse to accept, any fake or feeble attempt.
In pursuit to win over my affection...

One day I stood in darkness,
And asked myself...

Haunting my dreams, my thoughts and my fears,
Constantly struggling to hold back my tears...

Exhausted feeling broken,
Through words left unspoken...

So hard, difficult & impossible,
Nothing ever clear easy or simple...

I began to see,
A different man standing before me...

Why are you still in my head!
I truly wish i moved on instead...

I bow my head and pray to you lord,
protect our family and allow us to move forward...

Grandma as referred to all of them as the three...
She loved watching them even when fighting over...

Today we would have celebrated your 68th birthday,
If only i could spend one last moment with you i...