Heres a joke. Only you and me know what it means.
I wanna see you choke. I wanna watch you bleed...

Its been a while since I could hold my head up...
Its been a while since I've gone one day without...

Little rain droplets falling all around me
I hold my arms out and let the gentle breeze...

I cut myself almost everyday.
It relieves me from the pain...

My fingertips are ice cold as I lay here in the...
Forever they live in my mind not as memories but...

She pulls out the little box and a tear rolls down...
Once more she gave in, to the excruciating pain...

THE SUN IS BLOCKED BY THE BLACKNESS OF MY HEART
IT ONCE WAS ALIVE BUT NOW IT'S DEAD AND RIPPED...

Pain by Elana
I cry everyday, nothing I can do to make it go...

This smile is fake
Its plastered to my face...

Even when everything crashes down
she forces a smile across her face...

That boy he made me smile
he made me forget my pain for a while...

The Ashes of Me by elana
Dont dampen the little spirit that I have left...