I know you said you loved me,
but really lied...

Contempt was the look I saw in his eyes
When he saw being intimate with another guy...

I thought that we would be friends
for a very ling time...

I find that I'm hating myself
because of how much I like you...

I know you secret...
you have this inexplicable desire...

I'm tired of being
just friends...

I loved her and thought
she was my life...

I try to run
and I try to scream...

At times I wish that we would be further apart,
but now it's too late because deep down I think...

All my happiness vanished the day you
left...