You are my boo. I dont know what I would do without you. You always know how to make me feel safe. To keep me close and make all my problems be erased.

Lost without your guidance. Lost without your sole. Without you here I do not feel whole. Without your love and your call every night. Without you there telling me its always gonna be alright.

Your lips I will never kiss. Your beautiful smile I will always miss. Your tender love and care. Why is it that you can't be there?

You need to look at your inner side. You need to pick yourself up when you cry. You need to push forward and not let things put you down.. because thoes things will always be around.

Its fathers day.. as I stand by your grave. I wish that was somthing that I didn't have to say. I wish that you could be here tonight. Then maybe id enjoy this day for once in my life.

The only person that can get away my tears.. is the only person that isnt near. The only person who knew the real me. Had to be the person.. that I cannot see.

Its sad to think that it wont work out in the end.. its sad to think that its all pretend.. its sad to think that you will never be mine. its sad that you were at one time...

Your pushing me down into the dirt. I cant feel anything but hurt. I wish that you could look at me like you did thoes days. I just wish it was going like our old ways.

Drip. Drip. there it goes again. I dont know who I am and its not pretend. I cant stop cutting deep into my skin. My breath is dying.. its getting thin.

I dont know why I love you. I dont know why I care. because when you walk pasted me all i get is a stare.