No one ever dies a Virgin because life Fuc$ us aLL**

Your Silence cannot protect you*

You'll never know how deep in a hole you fall when someone you love leaves. you cant feel anything but dyingness.. you lay there to bleed.

Missing you looking at me in that way. missing when we shared our day. missing your touch and your beautiful smile. I wish that it would have been more than a while.

Seeing you do the same things you did to me. seeing you with another girl when you said me and you were always gonna be. Seeing you kiss her and spend time with her day and night. Makes me wanna get up up
f-ing FIGHT!

You will always be my other half. You knew how to always make me laugh. You are like a sister and always will be. I will miss you from heaven to the sky and over the sea.

I dont know why I love you. I dont know why I care. because when you walk pasted me all i get is a stare.

Drip. Drip. there it goes again. I dont know who I am and its not pretend. I cant stop cutting deep into my skin. My breath is dying.. its getting thin.

Your pushing me down into the dirt. I cant feel anything but hurt. I wish that you could look at me like you did thoes days. I just wish it was going like our old ways.

Its sad to think that it wont work out in the end.. its sad to think that its all pretend.. its sad to think that you will never be mine. its sad that you were at one time...