The only person that can get away my tears.. is the only person that isnt near. The only person who knew the real me. Had to be the person.. that I cannot see.

Its fathers day.. as I stand by your grave. I wish that was somthing that I didn't have to say. I wish that you could be here tonight. Then maybe id enjoy this day for once in my life.

You need to look at your inner side. You need to pick yourself up when you cry. You need to push forward and not let things put you down.. because thoes things will always be around.

Your lips I will never kiss. Your beautiful smile I will always miss. Your tender love and care. Why is it that you can't be there?

Lost without your guidance. Lost without your sole. Without you here I do not feel whole. Without your love and your call every night. Without you there telling me its always gonna be alright.

You are my boo. I dont know what I would do without you. You always know how to make me feel safe. To keep me close and make all my problems be erased.

No expression none at all. I just brace myself as I begin to fall. I'll never beat this battle no matter how hard I try. My mind and body just want me to die.

Its scary to think that they know you better than you know yourself.

No therapist can tell me whats wrong with me. Tell my how to cure it. and expect me to tell her thing I wouldnt even tell my friends.

Trying to work thing out.. trying to move on each day with out a doubt. Trying to gain what we had once before. But how do I know you wont walk out that door?