It always rains the hardest, on those who deserve the sun

You asked me what was wrong and I smiled and said nothing, then I turned around and whispered everything.

While other girls doodle hearts, I doodle tiny stars: Little wishes for everything to somehow be ok.

I am a daughter hiding my depression, I am a sister making a good impression, I am the girl sitting next to you, I am the one asking you to care, I am your best friend hoping you will be there...

Sometimes, when I say I am fine I want someone to look me in the eyes and say Tell me the truth.

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she could not brighten her own up.

My Pen is the barrel to my gun. remind me which side you should be on

I feel as if their is a wall between me and the rest of the world, and I've tried so hard for so long to tear it down that I've finally giving up. So as for now, I lean against this wall, hoping someday it may crumble, but knowing it never will.