To everyone who reads this,
I'm sorry for the pain...

The negativity stains me
Stains everything i do...

The inanimate object
With which to hide behind...

Again you go unnoticed:
In a cave sunlight daren't enter...

I live with their disappointment
Knowing i can't be what they want me to be...

The black dog circles
Around and around in my mind...

This vicious cycle
i can't remember a time...

How can i think such extreme thoughts
Am i normally like this...

Intimidation
Rules my life...

Crying
I can't stop crying...

Haunted be the darkness of my own mind
of how i think...

How can i be happy, when all i feel is shame
How can i be smiling, when all i see is sadness...