Shattered, broken, on the floor,
Lies my mask to hide no more...
To everyone who reads this,
I'm sorry for the pain...
Again you go unnoticed:
In a cave sunlight daren't enter...
Intimidation
Rules my life...
The negativity stains me
Stains everything i do...
How can i think such extreme thoughts
Am i normally like this...
I live with their disappointment
Knowing i can't be what they want me to be...
This vicious cycle
i can't remember a time...
The black dog circles
Around and around in my mind...
Crying
I can't stop crying...
Haunted be the darkness of my own mind
of how i think...
How can i be happy, when all i feel is shame
How can i be smiling, when all i see is sadness...