As I struggle with my very existence
I find emotions swirling all around me...

Wish things could have worked out for us
But it didn't and we said goodbye...

Curtains flutter as soft breeze blows it gently
And as the hour grows late buzz of the traffic...

Wish I could keep my eyes open
But the dream beckons seductively...

He walked away
With my heart...

Broken...defeated...
So tired of struggling the odds...

Will it ever end?
I wonder...

I see her smile across the room to something you...
And think what a lovely couple you both make...

Nodding to foot taping music
Smiling as memories trickle in...

Staring at a brand new page
Wondering what thoughts to put down...

Red hot flaming claws of anger
Grip me by the throat...

White clouds scattered in the clear bright sky
Peace disturbed only by birds and airplanes...