Talking to you is what gets me through my day in one piece <3

Why is it one day im smiling myself to sleep

but the next day im under a raining cloud searching everywhere for a reason to smile.

Ive lost all reasons to smile, and the knife is cutting deeper into my heart.

"yours, silly", he assured me.

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Why werent you there dad? did you care that i sat on the kitchen floor screaming at the world.did you care that i got out that sharp knife because of the pain you left me?

My last and final words, would it really matter to anyone?

I saw those girls staring at me. And i guess it wasnt a nice look. but ha! i used to live of what those girls said. but ive got you now. so stuff em.

And every time you world falls down,
Don't rely on him to catch you,
or you might just drown.

Daddy why do you leave me sitting here alone crying about life and why your living it without me.

I cant stop LAUGHING
I cant stop SMILING
&& I cant stop LOOKING around,

i havent done this for a long while,

and i think you the reason why :)