I sit there in my corner,
Because I am not a fighter...

I wish I could write about something happy.
But everything comes to me so darkly...

My reflection.
When I look into that water...

Looking out the window.
I look out the window watching the rainfall down...

I do not understand myself.
Do you understand yourself...

All the bright colors,
As the sun begins to set...

In the night,
You see a light...

I can here the ocean.
Everything seems to worsen...

I know I have not seen you in a while.
But that day when I looked you in the eyes...

I thought my life was perfect,
Well pretty close...

The boys parents were always working.
They forgot a lot of things...

(this is in thought of one of my friends)
Mommy why did you abandon me...