After the small glimse of my past, I now see how much of my painful memories I truely blocked out, |
If life was for the living, then why after our relatives die, we spend the next five years paying for their funerals? |
Although I still don't know how you feel, I'm so sure that the truth will hurt me more than your non-exsistant lies. |
You saved me from myself, now that you're gone, will my self-destruction spiral go out of control again? Or can I trust you to still be there, still love me. |
I always felt it as friendship, you made it more, you took me while I was weak and needed the support of more than a friend. I'm not sure if it was you or I who was used. |
The thought that when I'm old Chirstmas will be the only day I'll see my grand-kids, and my own children, it hurts me so much. |
Don't take life too seriously... after all no one gets out alive. |
Just wanting to see my blood fall out of me in this crowd should give you more scare than it is giving me pleasure and anticipation.... Shouldn't it? |
Love at first sight is what I always thought it to be, but it was more likely a chemical inbalance |
Time appart made me forget what I loved in you, so all I saw was the act you always put on for everyone... except for me... |