I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real...
I'm staring out into the night
Trying not to cry...
I'm losing everything I fought to gain
So I turn to razors to extinguish my pain...
Tell me you don't wear the razorblade's kiss
The kiss that's drawn across the wrist...
Time doesn't heal
The scars of my youth...
Look inside this world
It's the rules of the game...
I'm all alone and now I see
The darkness is all you've left me...
I fell
A deadly knife in my hand...
I walk into class like any other day
Not knowing that my whole life's about to change...
A scream, a shout
A razor, a doubt...
I carve a crimson X across my heart
To show how you have torn me apart...
Cover the scars and hide your tears
Paint on a smile and ignore your fears...