I look for answers
as to why I'm so messed up...

Have you ever felt worthless
An Just wanted to die...

Its been nearly to years
since i put a razor to my skin...

Sitting here
Thinking about my life...

Im trying to be someone
that i just can not be...

Sometimes i wish i could go to sleep
An never wake up...

I remeber when i was a little girl
I loved my daddy so much...

Sarah Emily
Its who i am An how ill die...

Everyone thinks she's happy.
But the pain deep inside no on will see...

The deep depresion
that is inside...

I look into my mirror
I see happy and smart...

I cant open my eyes
Because there full of tears...