I look for answers
as to why I'm so messed up...

Sitting here
Thinking about my life...

Have you ever felt worthless
An Just wanted to die...

Im trying to be someone
that i just can not be...

Sarah Emily
Its who i am An how ill die...

Sometimes i wish i could go to sleep
An never wake up...

The deep depresion
that is inside...

Its been nearly to years
since i put a razor to my skin...

Everyone thinks she's happy.
But the pain deep inside no on will see...

I remeber when i was a little girl
I loved my daddy so much...

Im lost inbetween.
who i was and who i want to be...

My pain No one can understand
Im showing how i feel with cuts on my wrist...