I'm stuck here again
with tears running down my checks...

When i close my eyes
the memories start to replay...

Hes with someone else
and you cant breathe...

Look in the bin
pictures torn and riped...

Staring at the blade
wanting so bad to slit...

Remember
the first day we met...

F..u..c...k.. you for the pain you have caused.
F..u..c...k.. you for the tears iv poured...

Theres only one thing on my mind
how badly i want to die...

Im writting to you today
to tell you how you made me feel...

She sits alone
wondering how it got this bad...

I look for answers
as to why I'm so messed up...

Boys Boys Boys
thats all you'll ever be...