I am here living in an icy dream
Where no one can hear my screams...
If the past and present would intertwine,
If the world would crash down...
I'm staring out into the night
As the searing pain slowly ripping me...
Here I am
Staring at my window...
Key to escape from such a wretched life--the only...
Numbs one's self from all the pains and sorrows...
All day long, my friends can see my smiles
But they do not know what's behind...
A forsaken, scathed soul
Heart in rupture beyond salvation...
I still remember the day
When I met a lonely girl...
Dear ______,
I know I'm not perfect...
Sauntering in an old place I knew
Where lay remnants of my memories...
You once told me you're a true friend
Forever, you'll never leave...
Lurking in the shadows
In the settling dusk...