You are in my heart
spreading your love...

I am your devil in disguise
your queen of excuses...

Why do u say i love you, but it doesn't sound...
how come when you say it, it hurts...

My life is good
my family gets along...

I stand in the dark which is my home.
i cry in the dark, i cry because I'm alone...

The leaves fall, days go by
but yet i stay the same...

Mother always tried to change herself
she doesn't know how bad i loved her...

I lye awake thinkin over and over.
if thoughts could kill i would of died a thousand...