I don't know whether I should be happy I found out...
Or if I should be torn to pieces for the happiness...

I thought it was true,
I thought it was real...

These words they cause me so much pain
But I feel as though I'm in the wrong lane...

I remember ;
When getting high meant...

I'm drowning in my tears,
Because of life and all my fears...

I'm falling for you fast,
& i am falling for you hard...

I'm drowning in every word you say,
Thinking that maybe ill take the blame...

Dying on the inside, wishing I was never here.
Your screams have become my greatest fear...

I cry...you laugh
I drown...you sail away...

Every now and then we see people come and people...
We must understand it's reality, and not some made...

Now somethings are better left unsaid.
How this world is unseemly full of dread...