All I understood was that he was the boy I sat up every night thinking about, and when I'm with him I feel happy to be alive. Like I can do anything. So that's, what I feel is love, ... When I'm better because he's here...

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<3 If you ever wonder how a girl survies... ? ...Just take a look at who's by her side!!!

*032107*

I've learned so many lessons this past year.
how to love and how to fall apart,
and how to believe too many lies.
i also learned how to become completely numb,
and how to take these sleeping pills.
i learned what it is like to die.

Theres a little truth behind every [J/K]
A little curiosity behind every [J/W]
A little knowledge behind every [IDK]
& a little emotion behind every [IDC]

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When you cant stop smiling after you talk to him,
Or you still get butterflies in your stomach,
& that huge smile across your face every time you see him,
Thats lets you know, that he will always mean something to you.

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Find arms, that will hold you at your weakest,
Eyes, that'll look at you at your ugliest,
A heart, that'll love you at your worst,
Because that the one and only love...that really matters.

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I have this fear that one day,
You'll get a good look at me,
& I'm going to dissapoint you,
Youll see that im not as strong,
Or as good as you think i am,
I'm afraid that that'll change,
The way you think of me...

She smiles like everyone expects her to:;
she's living up to the expectation of
never letting anything get to her.
but something is wrong with that smile today.
congratulations, kid. you got to her.

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The kisses you put on
my forehead, when you
think I'm fast asleep. Those
are the ones that mean
the most. Because you
did them & wanted to.
Not because you had to

You must always push the
limits. because if you never
fail, you will never succeed