But you hurt me to no end. NO girl should have to go through what you did to me. you hit, you hurt me, mentally, physically, and emotionally. in your eyes i was NEVER the right one. i don't know why you ended up hating me so much.

I have told myself over and over again that you aren't worth it. i don't know why i still care. maybe it was because we were together for so long.

I'm leavin' you.
not sure if that's what i should do.
it hurts so bad.
i'm wantin' you but i can't go back
tryin' to find.
that all allusive peace of mind.
stuck here and somehow
shrouded beneath my fear and doubt.
and i don't need itt.

I don't want a boy to *whisper* that he loves me.
i want a man who is willing to scream it at the top of his lungs, for all the world to hear.

<3 gab.

I love you.
no cryptic messages.
no hearts or little drawings of me and you.
just i love you.
period.

I'm sorry;
but i wish that i'd never have loved you.
at all.