When someone said count your blessings now
before they're long gone
i guess i just didn't know how
i was all wrong
they knew
better
still you said forever and ever
who kneww ♥

I love you.
no cryptic messages.
no hearts or little drawings of me and you.
just i love you.
period.

I don't want a boy to *whisper* that he loves me.
i want a man who is willing to scream it at the top of his lungs, for all the world to hear.

<3 gab.

I'm leavin' you.
not sure if that's what i should do.
it hurts so bad.
i'm wantin' you but i can't go back
tryin' to find.
that all allusive peace of mind.
stuck here and somehow
shrouded beneath my fear and doubt.
and i don't need itt.

I have told myself over and over again that you aren't worth it. i don't know why i still care. maybe it was because we were together for so long.

But you hurt me to no end. NO girl should have to go through what you did to me. you hit, you hurt me, mentally, physically, and emotionally. in your eyes i was NEVER the right one. i don't know why you ended up hating me so much.

I NEVER gave up on you. you gave up on me. i KNOW i shouldn't care because i get told that everyday. but you can't just not care after 9 months. even though those 9 months was hell for me and you completely changed me.

Realize it.

I think i'm gonna go eat a samich.
YUMMY!
lol idk i'm bored.

And you can't honestly tell me that you have never wondered what we could have been.
we could have conquered this small town and been something...