Sitting here writing poetry
thinking about our bad chemistry...

If you don't like the way i look
then that's too bad...

Without flaw
Without feeling...

We are always falling
always failing...

Even though we love each other
i don't know how long we'll last...

Things that seem distant
are really sitting right behind me...

I went to reach for your hand
But it wasn't there...

I can see your insides
i see black when i look into your eyes...

I miss you desperately
I miss your smile, your touch...

This is all just part of being alive
This is how you screw it up...

Tired of doing the best i can
Tired of being all i can be...