I wanna cry in pain
split my vanes...

I all ways feel left out
so as I'm in this...

I don't wanna be the girl on the 3rd floor
i wanna be the girl next door...

Tho it hurts i still cry
when i bleed i still wine...

I just feel like bursting into tears
but i try to hide them...

Do you really want me to put a gun to my head
do u really wanna see me dead...

I wanna stop thinking of you
cuz every where i go I'm breathing on you...

Pain cursing down my vanes
blood dripping from my head...

Remember the thous times you made me smile
when i was up and you where down...

Every time i see u digging into her skin
it rips my heart out completely...

First it was love
then it was lost...

I feel so hurt
i dream & wish just only hope...