It's weird, I look back to all thats happened to me and I never thought you would come into my life, now I just keep loosing my mind because I don't know if I'm gonna get to keep you or loose you like everything else.

I never expected my feelings for you to grow this strong, and now all I seem to think about is how easily I let my guard down for you.

Every single thing I've said to you has been the truth, but you never believed me. Maybe it wouldn't be so hard to believe if you told me the truth also.

Remember when I told you that i was like the girl from the movie The Holiday because I had never cried over anybody, and you said well someday you'll feel strong feelings towards someone and you will cry over them. Well I lied, I have cried.... over you

It's so hard to tell you I love you becuz I do mean it and still I said I did to you everyday, but you said it was hard for you too yet you never said it back.

I look you in the eyes and you look back at me, we both know we can't be together but we can't stay apart from each other, it's killing me because I would give anything just to hold you one last time :'[

But if I wanted silence, I would whisper
and if i wanted loneliness, I'd chose to go a
and if i liked rejection, I'd audition
and if i didn't love you, you would know

&& Why can't you just hold me
and how come it is soo hard
and do you like to see me broken
and why do I still care (crying)

I don't think we should stand by each other
because somehow are hands find each other,
and its like are hearts take over our bodies
but we can't control it so we minus will go with it

I've got my heart set
counting up the years
until we can be together like before,
and its not fair that our love has to wait