Run your fingers through my hair
Put your hands down there...
Sweat drips
it slowly falls...
I was home all alone
Mindin myself, fully relax...
A forbidden feeling she's finding it hard to...
It's always his smile, she seems to adore...
I'm sitting on your lap
while you're gripping my ass...
I fall down upon bended knee
praying to the Lord...
The Rebirth
Life appeared as she let go of her sins...
I know when I need encouragement
You are always there for me...
Like a junkie with no medication
a bird with torn up wings...
If i closed my ears
how loud would you scream...
Forgive me Lord I've fallen
I'm down by the wayside...
I'm here again
The scattered pieces of who i am...
Can you hear them crying?
Children dying...
Have you ever had your heart broken?
Had it just ripped apart...
You keep trying to push me,
Over the edge...
I live for him each day
and I breath for him each night...
Yeah it's a real gift
It's a skill...
And it hurts to feel,
Alone and lost...
TO "let go" does not mean to stop...
it means I can't do it for someone...
Pink candy canes and butterfly kisses
Close your eyes darling, fulfill all your wishes...
Trapped in this body
No longer existing...
Beaten and broken
I came to you...
Seems I've been doing some thinking, of life's...
Countless tears that I've shed, and so many wasted...
I WANT….
I want to whisper in your ear and kiss on you...
It`s one of those nights
when i`m not alright...
by AmberSherrellxxIve Been Sitting Here Trying To Find Myselfxx
She fakes happiness
And hides her sorrow...
I feel the plastic trickle in
my throat becomes so numb...
I'm sorry my eyes don't sparkle anymore,
I'm sorry I'm not a slut...
The feeling of pure bliss
Your memories, you will miss...
Looking at her, you don't know
Because she's not so thin...
Where you run
In the summer...
Killed me with a fantasy
That clearly wouldn't ever be...
(Inhale)
Exchange apologies...
Alone in her bedroom,
She sits on the floor...
I'll tear off these robes,
And throw down my crown...
Do you remember those times together?
The times we swore we'd spend together forever...
Please hug me,
Don't go the other way...
We never had a chance in this,
it seems our love is gone...
I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know how to say it...
Dear God,
just writing to say...
A shattered cough,
Lost breath...
(I was twacked out of my mind when i wrote this so...
Once again, once again...
Let me tell you what I did today
I held a picture in my hand and sat on the bed...
She continues to search for happiness
But every step is a fight for life...
You say I am hard to read
But all you have to do...
I am looking at her picture
and it brings me to tears...
Will Be Here For You:
When the day has gone and...
Make it hurt
Make it bleed...
Dedicated to BeautifulDisaster, Lil O, Lost Fairy...
I'm going to try and be happy...
Each of my cuts
has a story to tell...
Looking to the future,
Making life worth more...
When I die Lord
Please take my soul by the hand...
My Only Relief
Sit back relax...
I'm sorry that I’ve hurt you
And even made you cry...
Dear God,
I'm writing this little letter to say that I'm not...
Good Sex/Bad Sex: Two Stories, Same Event
This girl's so into me, I just can't believe...
Sorry I disgust you
Sorry I make you cry...
Everythings so silent
I cant hear a voice...
I sit here alone,
The pills by my side...
Pretty white crystals
Rolled into a smoke...
While a young girl walked along the beach one day...
About all the ups and downs, and about all of the...
A girl may seem happy, all girls have this gift;
she stands strong on the outside but inside is...
I could swear to never hurt you and to never let...
I could swear to always make you smile and never...
Standing on a ledge
Staring at the rocks...
She's holding her last breath
While staring in the mirror...
Lord's word fulfilled
Since I was called home...
"Jesus loves you," they tell me
And I know it's true...
What a disgrace is she
she can't face the mirror...
Thoughts leave ripples in my head
Like a boat from shore to shore...
I know what you want,
And I want that too...
You start with a gentle kiss
I've wanted you for so very long...
A shriek of excitement,
a dare to want more...
Two people walk by each other
and their shoulders brush...