No matter how many bottles are open,
no matter how many sips are taken...

With 3 little words your whole life can change,
for the worse or better sometimes...

The will is there to shut my eyes,
the aching of my body is strong...

How can someone feel like its not important...
to tell someone the "love" the honest...

No matter how low it gets it keeps rising up,
the stabbing pain of failure in my side...

The weight of it hits you,
makes you crumble to the floor...

Your breath is steady,
and your eyes are closed...

Whenever the phone rings,
my heart starts to pound...

I am Sorry i'm not perfect,
in each and everyway...

What i am looking for
is so hard to find...

As the day goes on,
And the things around me change...

No matter what the day will bring,
be it sun or rain...