This feeling in my stomach
every time you smile...

Am
the freak...

You think i don't cry?
that I'll be just fine...

The rain is falling
thunder rolling...

Maybe i can train myself to think differently
and forget everything...

You reached your hand out
to me...

She lies there, dead
stiff as my tongue right now...

Unexplained horror
spinning, turning, reeling...

January friend
you are so cold...