When i am dead dont cry for me
think of me in pleasant moments...

If this love was such a lie
why can i not say goodbye...

Your reputation portrays an image
projected from your face...

Bound yet unbound i sit
waiting my fate delivered...

Open notebook...unwritten words
too many what ifs...too many hurts...

Im sorry that i hurt you like i know i sometimes...
it was all because i was scared that you would...

Your hands
which are the chokehold...

The darkness surrounds me
choking my body with heavy warmth...

Too many times Ive wanted to cry
You never saw the tears cloud the blue in my eye...

This life is so demanding
It leaves me feeling weak...

Do i love you or do i hate you
a heart that has stayed true...

The encompassing darkness surrounds me
a blanket, wiping my tears...