I watched you from across the room
i hear the whispers between you...
As i look out far
your my shining star...
Look closer at the scars and see
Youre the only one for me...
Do i love you or do i hate you
a heart that has stayed true...
Open notebook...unwritten words
too many what ifs...too many hurts...
Im sorry that i hurt you like i know i sometimes...
it was all because i was scared that you would...
The darkness pumps in my veins
My worries long since gone...
Too many times Ive wanted to cry
You never saw the tears cloud the blue in my eye...
This life is so demanding
It leaves me feeling weak...
I want to tell you I love you
But I am far too shy...
Burn in hell
Thats where you belong...