I wont let it show
cause i don't want anyone to know...

When you look at me
what is it that you see...

The last thing you ever wrote
was you final good bye note...

There hasn't yet been a day
where everything was okay...

Its not fair
but it still happened...

Painful eyes
and broken hearts...

I close my eyes
in pain for you...

I have voices in my head
every night when I'm in bed...

I see the knife
the shiny blade...

I'm scared that you don't know
the way i feel inside...

I want to close my eyes
and run away...

My misery is over whelming
my happy fate is just a breathe away...