Twisted and contorted.
The body starts to weither...

The days start to get colder and the light much...
The crisp cool air sooths and mildew forms on...

Warmth hiding under a sea of blankets
As the chill air engulfs the night air...

My heart aches with the torment I have allowed.
It seeps in when I realise that the noose is...

My body is slowly getting worse.
I know it's nearly time...

I hate being alone.
I try to make friends but they quickly get bored...

Sliding down a dark and muddy terrain.
Nothing to grab as you scramble to gain control...

Wedding bells chime but I know not for me.
A wedding dress so pretty will never be fitted on...

The days grow long
The feelings are not so strong...

Boom boom click. .
The heart that won't forgive...

He has this smile ,
He has this laught...

The cool breeze fills the meadow
Filled with wild flowers of all colours...