What will remind me of the pain, the sadness
And the shades of black and darkness...

I've never been in love--
I thought I was...

Touch...
The grasp of truth...

Lacerations:
A letting go...

Like the beautiful sun
After thirty days of rain...

I wont settle
It must be all or nothing...

I wake up to the cold blast of the morning,
The shivering wind has me mourning...

If I died today, dear
Would all your love just disappear...

California--
I don't care about your weather...

I dig up ghosts from long past
From days when you were mine...

Its better if we never
Get back together...

I love you in so much as you love me.
Is that how it must be...