I just wish,
That someone...
There's so much to be happy for,
So much to get vivacious about...
Why can't you just accept that I'm not like you?
Why do you always have to tell me there's more to...
I look down at the knife in my hand,
It looks so sharp, sharp enough to draw the blood...
We finally spent a night together,
In that sweet ecstasy...
Your daddy may not want you,
He may not even care...
I still can't believe you're gone,
You were so full of life...
I've tried so hard in so many ways,
To move on...
My eyes open,
Wanting to see you...
I can't cry anymore,
I won't cry anymore...
My palms sweat,
Heart raced...
Look at me,
I mean really look at me for once...