Why now,
WHY ME???
Haven't I hurt enough?
Didn't he cause enough pain?
Did I not shed enough tears?
Shed enough blood?
Or must I endure more?

Some feelings come and go....
But true love never ends....
It's flame burns bright....
Till the end of time....

When its this painful, theres no doubt that its real.

Life is tough,
Nothing worth having is easy,
But when your heart and soul ache every day,
And you can't figure out,
How to fill that hole,
It pulls you down,
Deep into the dark,
Further and further every day.

You were my everything
my husband
the father of my child
now its all gone
but how can i let it go
now that ive realized what ive lost...

I've been looking so long...
How long must I endure...
The pain of a lonely heart....

Children are the sun in this world. They hold all of the hope for the future, they can bring warmth to this cold, cruel world.

You spoke words to me....
lifted up my spirits....
only to break me down again...
by saying nothing at all...
when i hoped youd say everything...

Love can be more pronounced in death....

Still in search for true love...
someone who will fall head over heels for me...
someone who cares...
someone who will look me in the eyes on my worst day in my worst mood and tell me they still love me....