Don't sit there and preach to me,
About all of this,
Because where the hell were you,
When I needed someone,
NO WHERE TO BE FOUND.
So I finally took it upon myself,
To give in,
Since you couldn't take the time,
To really care......

My hand itches,
To pull it across,
My bare wrist.
My eyes burn,
To see that blood,
Trickle out.
My nerves scream,
To feel that pain,
From my splitting skin.

Why now,
WHY ME???
Haven't I hurt enough?
Didn't he cause enough pain?
Did I not shed enough tears?
Shed enough blood?
Or must I endure more?

Some feelings come and go....
But true love never ends....
It's flame burns bright....
Till the end of time....

Still in search for true love...
someone who will fall head over heels for me...
someone who cares...
someone who will look me in the eyes on my worst day in my worst mood and tell me they still love me....

Love can be more pronounced in death....

You spoke words to me....
lifted up my spirits....
only to break me down again...
by saying nothing at all...
when i hoped youd say everything...

Children are the sun in this world. They hold all of the hope for the future, they can bring warmth to this cold, cruel world.

I've been looking so long...
How long must I endure...
The pain of a lonely heart....

You were my everything
my husband
the father of my child
now its all gone
but how can i let it go
now that ive realized what ive lost...