I don't blame you anymore
thats too much pain to store
it left me half dead
inside my head

It's almost like you had it planned.
You smiled and shook my hand and said "hey i'm about to screw you over big time."

In a place where I'm surrounded by so many people, I don't think I've ever felt so alone.

& in the end
we a ie alone anyways.

I don't know what's happening and I can't pretend.

If thing worked out how they were suppose to, then me and him would have been together by now.

Everytime I see him, I remember how close I was to gettng him, and how I lost it al with hm so fast.

Im falling apart,
i need to let go of this
its just so hard

Without you I'm not okay&without you I've lost my waaay.

My heart's stuck in second place.