Ps. I'm not okay

Why do I even care, I mean... he's just a boy... right?

If I could be like her I would give anything... she's living my dream life.

It's not easy to be me.

I want you to tell me who you like, but I'm warning you when you say her name, I will probably run away in tears.

I'm tired of waiting for it to be my turn. Everyone else has had someone love them... I think now is my time.

It's so hard not to be angry right now:(

I'll never let anyone one know these tears I cried are for you.

I promised myself I wouldn't cry over you anymore, that just prooves that promises are always broken.

I wish I could just get over you, but its not that easy.