I always have a habit of getting my hopes up too fast over something that I know won't last.
Not by me

For so long I needed a reason to keep a smile on my face because its really hard sometimes. But I finally found a reason. That reason is you..

I wonder where we'll be in a year from now...

Once again... its all my fault.

It's funny because I took the blame for you, now everyone is mad at me and you can just sit and watch.

Yes, I fall down, make mistakes I cry. But I always get back up, learn from my mistakes, and smile through the tears.

It feels like no matter how hard I try, I never get through to anybody.

It's kind of funny because no one really knows the real me. But its sad because by no one, I was including myself.

What do you do when you miss the past, fear the future and hate the now?

Every night I wish for you
Every morning I pray for you
Every hour I think of you
Every minute I love you.