Im falling apart,
i need to let go of this
its just so hard

Everytime I see him, I remember how close I was to gettng him, and how I lost it al with hm so fast.

If thing worked out how they were suppose to, then me and him would have been together by now.

I don't know what's happening and I can't pretend.

& in the end
we a ie alone anyways.

In a place where I'm surrounded by so many people, I don't think I've ever felt so alone.

It's almost like you had it planned.
You smiled and shook my hand and said "hey i'm about to screw you over big time."

I don't blame you anymore
thats too much pain to store
it left me half dead
inside my head

I'm never going back to who i was.

I think I cried for days but now it seems like years away.