I just made the biggest mistake of my life,
leaving everything and everyone i ever knew behind and starting over. now i'm more alone than ever.

Just one look in the mirror
makes me question why I'm still here
I'm a broken mess
i just need a way out of all this

When does the pain stop
because im tired of hurting
im ready to just give up

I feel like I tried so hard for everything to work and nothing ever did.

I really need someone by my side because pretty soon I'm going to give up.
I'm so tired of feeling alone in a place where so many faces are so familiar.

Everyone's scared that somebody knows, so you push it aside because thats how it goes.
But no body here is perfectly fine.

Somehow its never enough.

At some point alone the way I realized that sorry is no longer good enough for me. Not after all I've been through, because sorry, it doesn't take away all the pain.

I got to the point where all I wanted to do was make up, but its not that easy.

I'm tired of always screwing up.