I swear that when you look at me, it gives me the best feeling in the world.

Why forget what made you stronger?
Jackie Sanchez

Did you ever think for just one second that maybe, just maybe, I did all the things I do, because I care about you?

You don't get it, I do all of these things because I love you.

Its getting really hard to fake a smile

It's killing me to lie, but I can't get myself to say the truth</3

People say you should tell the person you love that you love them before its too late, but I tried that once, and all it did was mess up my life.

Nothing is real until it's gone</3
Goo Goo Dolls- Before It's Too Late

I'm so scared of what's yet to come. I know that anything can happen. Thats what scares me the most. I just don't want to lose you. I said I needed change, but really I want things to stay the same.

Maybe I still do think about you, but it really doesn't matter anymore, it wouldn't change anything</3