My emotions are running crazy now;
I am uncertain which to run with...

I'm here lying in my bed
Like i've done many nights before...

Distrust, Anger, Jealousy, Spiteful, Boredom...
Could any of these be the reason you did this to...

I'm laying awake starring at the ceiling;
fantasizing your body next to mine...

Lets take a trip down memory lane;
Start at the beginning when we first met...

Yet again I was decieved by you;
You told me so many lies...

Many months have past since i last saw you;
Twenty five to be exact, but who's counting...

Its a cold and we Christmas Eve;
The snowflakes fell in silence...

I just can not find the words to say;
How you truely make me feel...

We used to be such friends;
Friends with no despair...

I must be honest I started off a bit sceptical;
Online dating, could this actually work...

Friends who want more then just friendship;
But each other not knowing this is how the other...