I keep getting pushed into this deep black hole
And it doesn't feel good at all...

What if it was about to happen
What if it really did happen...

Life is becoming so tiresome
Things are just getting worse...

Another week that I can't see you
But this time its because your parents not mine...

You got my love in your hands
hold it close to you...

Long days
short nights...

So sick
So twisted...

I love him with all my heart and soul
and i never want to split apart...

How can this be true
How did I mess this up...

Understanding him is becoming difficult
to where I stand, to where I belong...

I'm making a statement
And I mean it this time...

Rumors
And lies...