I finally told him the truth
The truth that I've been holding back all this...

Will he be there for me
Will he leave me...

There moments had left them in a hole
the hole of darkness, blue, and lust...

Words unspoken
Words untold...

I got some of those words out of my mind
In the world floating around...

I hate people
I hate life...

I wouldn't even say a word if you would leave me...
you won't ever change so it doesn't even matter...

My birthday is coming up in just a few days
its good, its bad, it has its ups and downs...

Im lost
Im lost and don't know what to do...

I love him with all my heart and soul
and i never want to split apart...

Shes thinks shes going to get everything she wants...
she thinks her boyfriend can lay a hand upon me...

She doesn't know what she has
she doesn't relize that they care...